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He was going to throw it all away.
This was a man that had dreamed of being in the military since he was a child. He’s more ambitious than anyone I’d ever met. He took the ASVAB several times before getting accepted in the Air Force, determined at age 26 to master algebra once again so that he could fight for his country and for his family
We had to accept that he would be in basic training when our son was born. The situation doesn’t seem real when it’s so far away. However, as days turn to months, it becomes real. It becomes scary. He tried everything to be there for me and for our son. Unfortunately, the Air Force had already pushed his basic training back so that he could attend a local police academy and he was almost at his one-year time limit for completing Basic Military Training.
“I’m going to discharge myself from the military.”
You have a year to complete Basic Training from the time you sign up, and you can discharge yourself as long as it’s before Basic is completed. “Absolutely not,” was my response. He had worked too hard, sacrificed so much. It was his dream, and I was not going to stand in the way.
The airport was quiet the day he left. Our son would be born in 3 weeks, and I could feel him kicking as I hugged my husband goodbye. It took two weeks before I got a letter from him, but I wrote him everyday. Our son was comfortable and had no plans of making his debut. I was in limbo. The pregnancy was harder because I didn’t have my husband, and my husband being gone was harder because I was anxiously waiting for our baby.
Despite every effort I made to naturally induce labor, I ended up having a medical induction. It was the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do. My baby was born via emergency C-section after 18 hours of labor and him going into fetal distress. He’s was so beautiful, healthy, and looked just like his daddy.
The first thing I did when I was brought back to my room was call the American Red Cross. I gave them all my information, my husband’s information, and they called the hospital to verify that everything was true. I waited, hoping my husband would call. He didn’t. He wasn’t notified for three days when he was granted a phone call at that time. The hospital kept me for a few extra days. They did that because of the C-section, but also because I was going home alone.
What We Learned
Be prepared for everyone to have questions. Be prepared to be the talk of the town. Every nurse knew me: I was “the one who’s husband is at boot camp.”
Have a support system. My mom and my mother-in-law were there for me. My husband had his flight. In fact, the whole experience made his flight very close. I accepted the fact that I couldn’t really be there for him, but I did write him every day and sent him at least 3 pictures per letter.
Expect your spouse to be sad. Having a baby is life-changing, and not being able to be there for it is hard. My husband was very sad and angry at himself. He felt like he let me down. I tried to tell him that he didn’t let me down and how proud I was of him, but it didn’t help. Everyone deals differently and that’s okay. The base made sure he was okay. He’s just one of those people that deals better if you don’t harp on them about how he feels.
Make sure he lets his superiors know what is going on. My husband was told (after the birth) that, had they known his wife was pregnant, they would have arranged for FaceTime.
Establish a routine. I had my own routine that made the days go by a little faster. I always tried to find things to do, like visit my parents or my in-laws. I got int0 such a routine that it took a little adjusting when my husband came home and wanted to help with bath time and diaper changes.
Most importantly, stay strong. Everyone tells me how strong I am for giving birth, recovering from a C-section, and taking care of a newborn by myself. The truth is though, I think having the baby to focus on made missing my husband easier. Focus on your baby and visit your spouse if you can. Obviously that can’t happen with deployments, but Skype as often as possible. It will help with bonding and feeling more connected.
Military families make a lot of sacrifices and face many difficult challenges. You will find strength that you didn’t know you had. Acknowledge it, and be proud of yourself.
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